Weigh in Wednesday

I can't help but feel slightly disappointed with my weigh in this week, maybe it's because TOM is coming, maybe it's a little bit of guilt for indulging too much? My shopping trip last night wasn't half as much fun as it was the last time I went!? Nothing seemed to fit right and I had to keep getting larger sizes!!!! :o And the sales people working at the store were no help at all so I had to keep getting re-dressed to go grab different sizes! I wish she would have asked me how I was doing and then I could have asked her to get me a larger size! I did end up finding some new clothes - dress pants with a very light brown pin strip in them, a dress shirt that is crushed suede and two new casual tops that will be good for cooler weather! ;) Never again will I go shopping when it is the week that TOM is coming! @$%&^@

So I should have know better then to sneak a peak at the scale earlier this week, it made my expectations for today too high! Not that my weigh in today was horrible, it's just that 3 days ago I weighed in at less then what I weighed in today so I feel like I got robbed those pounds? I can't think of anything I did differently from 3 days ago till today? Well - actually that is kinda a lie .... we did have tomato and bacon sandwiches for supper the other night and of course I only had one sandwich.... with a side of extra bacon! :o he he Well I'm sure you all want to know just how bad it was and what all my commotion is about -- honestly it's not bad... I still lost .... just not as much as I had hoped for!

Week 51 = 171.4lbs

(-0.6lbs)

See it's not that bad .... I still lost, and I am happy about it - I just should have never snuck that peak! And if you noticed, next week will be my one year anniversary!!! I can hardly believe it - it went by so fast! I feel like this is the longest journey I have ever been on and will be on for the rest of my life! I wish that I was like one of those girls that doesn't even have a clue on what a calorie is, they can eat what ever their little hearts desire and still be thin!? How do they do it!? And why did they get blessed with a high metabolism and not me!? Why do I have to watch my diet for the rest of my life?! I wonder if it's because I wasn't a very active kid? Maybe they were in tons of sports which trained their metabolism early?! I sure hope my kids don't have to watch their diet as much as me and are blessed with my hubbies metabolism! ;)